Bedwetting Trainer

Chapter 1
Chapter 1: A secret unveiled

It’s been 3 years since Jake started to wear diapers as an adult. He loved the feeling, the comfort. Obviously, he hid his little hobby from his close friends, even his best friend, his roommate Sean. Jake became a master of hidden diaper pails, bad odour and even diaper bulges. As his love for diapers cultivated, and his emotional dependence on them grew, the anxiety from people finding out, turned proportionally depressing. 

Like a lot of diaper lovers, Jake really yearned for the feeling of releasing without him noticing. It was a twofold kind of fantasy, feeling like a little kid that can’t even go to the bathroom and having a good excuse for needing diapers. Something about the emotional dependency turning into a physical validation of his feelings made him feel…whole.

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It was late evening, Jake was sitting in the living room alone, diapered, watching Friends. He knew his roommate would be gone for a while as his girlfriend made a really big deal about this date, so he allowed himself to wear a childish creeper shirt and only a diaper. A silent night with some snacks, plenty of beers and a heavy duty diaper that could fill up slowly - what more could a man want?

Well, what Jake definitely wasn’t in the mood for was the flat’s door opening unannounced. He Jumped to grab a light blanket to cover himself before whoever is this will see him drunk and wearing a heavily wet diaper.

“GAHHHH” Sean shouted and slammed the door behind him. “What The actual FUCK his wrong with this woman??” He burst into the living room, seeing Jake with fried tortilla crumbs all over his face, wearing a stupid shirt and watching what appears to be a very long Ross rant.

“Oh…umm…are you having a thing here?” Sean asked Jake. He really wanted to talk about what happened, but seeing Jake covered in blanket stuffing himself was odd. 

“No… actually, it’s fine. I’ve watched this episode like 100 times, what…” Jake noticed the crumbs and cleaned its face. “What happened?”

“She is insane. Really. Insane.” Sean exclaimed. He’s been dating Chrissy for three months now, and it’s been a rocky, weird relationship. “She had a fucking bad dream, in which her boyfriend, not me by the way, Sean Bean, apparently, was using her to tax evade, and she seriously thought that means that *I*, not Sean Bean, obviously, using her in real life” Sean vented.  

“That's…Yeah, well, I'm thinking…wait, what?” Jake was getting tipsy and had started to question whether the story was insane, he misheard something or he was just drunk out of his mind.

Sean sat on the sofa near Jake’s legs, forcing him to curl. He grabbed a beer and started chugging. “I swear to gods, ever since I became a life coach I get all the loonies. It’s like a magnet for the mentally deranged chicks” 

Jake just nodded, his thoughts raced as he felt his wet diaper under his butt, he wondered how the hell is he gonna bail from this situation without outing his wet lifestyle. What’s worse, he really needed to piss. 

“You know what? It’s time for me to give you a little more attention. I’ve wasted my time dating for a few months and we barely did anything. I’m bringing more beer!”

“Sure buddy, why not, let me just…” Jake started to stand with the blanket, trying to escape quickly to his room to change, but

Sean was so fast, Jake couldn’t even step to leave before he returned with 16 cans of beer. 

“Why are you standing with the blanket?” Sean was starting to feel suspicious.

“Ahh… Just, trying to… adjust some things there. You know. And I’m a bit cold, so the blanket. It’s cold.” Jake was definitely too drunk to think. He wanted to fill his diaper with the beer, so he barely ate before the Friends binge.

They drank, watched some feel good action movies and enjoyed the evening. Eventually, Jake had no choice but to use his diaper. For once in his life, he felt he needed the diaper and he let himself let go immediately every time he needed.

After the movies ended, they just started to talk. Well, Sean was the one talking the most. Jake was busy trying to make sure that no one could hear his diaper getting completely obliterated, or leaking. Sean was pouring his heart, crying.

“I’m just a person that needs to help others, you know? And all those women sense that, but, it’s not worth it, I don’t want to waste my time on them anymore. You know, this is the first time I feel like someone really listens to me and MY needs. I don’t think I’ve ever told all this things to anyone…I really can trust you Jake”

Jake felt embarrassed, he was barely listening, he felt his diaper getting filled to the brim and to his horror some drops started to drip on his thighs. “I… well… ok” Jake felt bad for Sean, he wasn't sure if it was the beer, Sean’s confessions, but he knew he had to tell him “Listen, I’m sorry I need to confess about something myself. I wasn’t…100% here with you…”

“Well, obviously dude you’re drunk as fuck” Sean said joking

“No, you see… I uh, didn’t intend for you to come home so early, and I’m like, not wearing pants…”

“Duh! I knew that. You cling to this blanket like it’s your long lost love or something, I’m not stupid. What, you jerked off to Rachel being annoying before I came or something?”

“No, much worse…” Jake knew it’s time to tell him everything. So he did. He told him about his diapers, his wetting, his hiding, his fetish, everything he kept hidden for so long was now on the table. Sean was surprised but not disgusted or horrified as Jake thought he would react.

“Wow. That… weird” Jake said, trying to take it all in. “I don’t care dude, you’re my bro. Hell, I told you I’m secretly bisexual…”

Jake spit it’s drink and looked shocked

“Oh. right. You weren’t listening. Well, now you are. So, whatever” Sean smiled

 “Yeah well, that’s much better than secretly wishing to be a bedwetter” Said Jake, blushing.

“Yeah, but like, really? I know the fantasy aspect, but you’d really want to be a bedwetter?” Sean examined.

Jake never really thought about it. He wanted it, but he never really considered it as a real possibility. “Yeah, I want it”

Sean was thinking for a bit, “You know what… I think I can make you a bedwetter if that’s what you really want”

“Wait, seriously?”

“Yeah, why not. I’d rather help a friend if I can. It’ll help me stay busy while I’m on a break from women”

Jake dick was getting hard, pressing on his extremely soggy diaper, over the thought of needing diapers to bed.  “I huh, Ok, yes!”

“Alright then. Don’t let your dreams be dreams, you are now officially a bedwetter. Go change your diaper, and go to sleep. We’re gonna start your training first thing tomorrow, after the hangover, that is”

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The next day, Sean was already in the living room with his work laptop ready at the table. 

“Wakey Wakey! So, are you wet?” Sean exclaimed to the still hangover Jake.

“Uhh…yes, but I just pissed so, not really a big success yet”

“That’s fine. So, here’s the deal. You are now a bedwetter, you wet the bed 95% of the times you fall asleep. You need night diapers, sheet protection and you even need to wear diapers on long train and flight travels. You bring with you a fresh diaper and some clothes for change, just in case you wet yourself. Is that clear?”

Jake was so hard that his dick almost tore through his night diaper. He started breathing heavily. “Yes! I like that!”

“Great! So first thing, you need to jerk off. Cum in your diaper, right now”

“Wait, WHAT??” Jake was taken aback

“You want it, right? So, cmon, cum in your diaper” Sean was dead serious 

“Is that some kind of hypnosis thing?” Jake wondered

“No, no. Hypnosis is a lie. You need to masterbate, right now. Just, DO IT”

“Ok, ok, fine” Jake started rubbing his diaper. He remembered all the things Sean just said, and it took him 3 minutes to orgasm. He discharged into his lightly wet diaper, which now got sticky.

“Ok. Now that your mind is clear of hornyness, do you really want to become a bedwetter? Think about it well, because there’s no taking it back. You won’t be able to even drift to sleep without the risk of wetting yourself publicly. Think about long rides on a bus or train, long flights. Think about drifting in classes or in work.  Your sheets and mattress may be needing a wash EVERY DAY. You won’t be able to spend the night with a beautiful woman you found at the bar without bringing a diaper with you. Think of the costs of wearing a diaper every night, or the long hot summer nights where you wished you could sleep naked but you can’t. The cold winter nights, where the cold piss in your diaper wakes you up at 4 in the morning, forcing you to change yourself. Is this the future you want?”

Jake had never thought about most of Sean’s arguments. It was jarring looking at this from his position, but Jake didn’t care. “I want it. I want to become a bedwetter”

“You ARE a bedwetter. “ Sean said with conviction

“No, I’m not? I never wet the bed, ever”

“You need to have the right mindset, you are what you want to be, trick yourself into achieving your true self. YOU. ARE.A. BEDWETTER” Sean was full with energy, Jake couldn’t help but get completely immersed in it

“Yeah!!! I AM a bedwetter!” Jake yelled, excited

“Good! Now let's go shopping!”

“Shopping?” Jake wasn’t sure where this is going

“Yeah, as a bedwetter, you need protection. Waking with wet sheets is no fun. “

Sean took Jake to a shopping spree through several pharmacies, getting sheet protectors, extra mattresses and a ton of different night time diapers for him to check. 

Every time Jake looked embarrassed, Sean just pointed to him and said “As a bedwetter you need to get used to it. It’s ok to feel this way, but you can’t let these feelings overcome who you are and what you need, ok? And you NEED these things”

When they got home, Sean overlooked Jake in placing all the things they bought. 

“Now it’s the hardest part. You need to piss in your bed”

“What? It’s not even night”

“Yeah, but you need to get used to it. Some people have a hard time going when they are laying down. You need to let your body know that the bed is a cool place to void”

“Ok, Ikk go get me a diaper…” Jake said,

“Uh, no. No diapers yet”

“WHAT?? I would just piss everywhere!?” 

“Yeah, that’s what a bedwetter does. They piss the friggin bed, and that’s what you’ll do. Here, have some of this”, Sean handed him a weird shake from the fridge “It’s an all natural shake that will help you pee more, drink 3 cups, starting from the evening up until you need to go to sleep. Meanwhile, every time you need to go, you’ll go to your bed, and piss in it. You’ll wear diapers only when you’re asleep”

“It tastes like all the flavours all at once” Jake was disgusted

“Yeah, it’s great. It also contains a lot of liquid and natural diuretics” Sean smiled

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Jake was laying down, feeling stupid. He couldn’t let go easily onto the bed like that, but he knew Sean would give him hell for not trying hard enough. After an hour of needing desperately to piss, he finally could let go, his instinct was to stop as soon as he felt the drippings spread all over his legs but he knew better than to do it. He just let it flow through him up until the stream stopped and he found himself lying in a wet puddle. The water proof mattress didn’t let any liquid pass through to it.

The rest of the evening it was getting easier to let go, even though the cleaning up was hell and his room started to smell of urine.  Whatever drink Sean gave him was getting him to piss like crazy and made Jake even more thirsty, so he went on his bed 5 times before sleeping time.

Wearing his night diaper filled Jake with great joy, he wanted nothing more than to make it his daily routine. He woke up 3 times during the night because of the urge to piss, he relaxed his muscles and let go, but he felt exhausted in the morning. The only thing that made it worth it is the extremely wet, on the verge of leaking, night diaper. A small success.

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Author's note: Hope you enjoyed this first chapter. If you liked it and you'd like more, leave a comment so I'll know if it's worth continuing. I would like to make it a slow burner of a story about AR eventually, as long as there's enough interest