Starwish

Chapter 1
When You Wish Upon A Star

Chapter Description: Bethany indulges in her baby fantasy and makes a wish upon a star

Starwish

Chapter 1: Indulgences

The tub bubbled happily as water ran out of the faucet and a beautiful girl at the tender age of 17 stepped inside. The water was a little it too hot so she cooled it down and began scrubbing herself down with body wash. Ike she was always reminded, she washed carefully underneath her breasts. The same to her private parts. She was always being reminded. By her mother, by her friends, by her health teachers.

They always made her feel like she was going to make a mistake somehow, and not just with the cleanliness of her sensitive areas. People always told Bethany that there was some mistake to be done all the time.

The handle of the shower squeaked and she turned it to point to “OFF”. A towel was soon wrapped around her red hair and another one was wrapped around her torso. She walked to the door of the bathroom and stopped.

She turned to the mirror which hung above the sink and wiped the steam off of it. There staring back at her was the face she had know all these years. Her own face and body, now 17, looking back at her. Slowly she unwrapped the towel from her torso and let it fall to the floor. She looked at her breasts for a long time. Then she looked at her private parts which she had shaved recently.

She didn’t want her breasts. Not fully grown at least. She touched her nipples and felt the familiar rush of slight excitement take her body. She didn’t want the feeling. She touched the lips of her vagina and her clitoris and felt the even greater waves of excitement. And she didn’t want the feeling

And for that Bethany felt guilty.

She walked into her bedroom. All of the members of her family were away at the moment. Her parents were on a business trip and her kid sister was at a friend’s house. Perfect opportunity. She hated the fact that she was a teenager, but she felt guilty. She was a 17 year old high school girl. Shining red hair, beautiful figure, gorgeous face, and brains too. Most girls would die for her attributes, and most guys wanted to sample them, but she wanted to give all that up, and she did occasionally, whenever she could. Especially on nights like this.

“Its amazing what a credit card and internet access gets these days,” she thought as she scrubbed her hair dry with the towel and opened the window in her room, letting in the warm summer breeze which kissed her still naked body. Her credit card had bought her a lot of things, most of which never saw a face other than Bethany’s.

The bonnet, the large baby bottle, the huge pacifier, the adult-sized baby bib, the booties, the onesies, and the adorable plastic diaper covers. Everything from the internet and was at her fingertips at a click. But the baby toys and the packages of thick adult-sized disposable diapers she got from a local pharmacy, and she raised eyebrows on the way out.

Yes, Bethany loved to be a baby and wear baby clothes and play with baby toys and suck on baby pacifiers and do all the other things babies do. In a matter of minutes all of her secret desires were on her bed.

She braided her red hair into pigtails, each with a pink bow on the end, and a bonnet was soon tied onto her head.

Three very thick diapers were soon taped around her smooth body and hairless, baby-like crotch.

Booties slipped onto her feet.

A bright pink legless onesie was very quickly filled by her body and snapped closed between her legs.

A bib was wrapped and Velcro-ed around her neck.

And finally a very large pacifier was popped into her mouth and she began to suck the huge rubber nub happily.

The three puffy disposable diapers all wrapped around her at once made her legs so bowlegged that she couldn’t even walk to the door, and that’s exactly what she wanted. With a muffled giggle from a pacifier-filled mouth, she dropped down to her knees and crawled to her bed. She grabbed the large baby bottle and crawled her adorable butt to the bedroom door. After crawling down the hallway and reaching the stairs, she turned and face her butt towards the stairs and backed down one step by one.

Bethany smiled widely to herself. She couldn’t be more full of happiness. Here she was, clad in baby clothes and three diapers, sucking her pacifier.

She got to the bottom and crawled into the kitchen, her diapered behind bopping up and down all the while. She reached up and opened the refrigerator. With as much effort as she could, Bethany hoisted herself onto her feet and grabbed the milk. She filled her baby bottle and popped it into the microwave to warm it.

While it was warming, Bethany walked over to close the refrigerator, but the weight of her diapers and how much they bowed her legs made her sway, wobble, and fall backwards onto her behind. It didn’t hurt her too much (the diapers cushioned the fall) but Bethany made herself well up with fake pain and she cried loudly and very babyishly. Very quickly, Bethany’s exaggerated sobs melted into giggles of laughter. Oh, how she wished she could fall onto a diapered butt and cry for real as a real baby.

The microwave ding told Bethany the milk was warm, so she very carefully got up by holding onto the counter and took it out of the microwave.

She made her way back upstairs and into her room, where she climbed into bed and popped the large pacifier out of her mouth. The warm milk slid down her throat and she smiled in complete bliss. To Bethany it felt like the warmth of the milk reached all the way from the top of her bonnet-clad head the tips of her bootie-clad toes, down every strand of pigtailed hair, into each fingernail.

Bethany quickly drained the bottle of every last drop of milk and she sighed a deeply happy sigh. She popped the large pacifier into her mouth and crawled to the still open window in her room.

The warm breeze was still pouring in, tickling her body. It was a slightly cloudy night, the moon was out, and there was only one star in the sky. One star that peeked out from a point in the sky that seemed like it didn’t want to be veiled by clouds. She propped herself up and leaned on the open windowsill, her head resting on one hand.

She remembered the Disney song “When You Wish Upon a Star” and she closed her eyes and wished hard in her mind.

“I wish I could be a baby again. I wish I didn’t have to grow up ever. I wish I could stay a baby girl forever and never have to worry about anything. I wish I could be a tiny, 6-month-old baby forever.”

The wind outside shifted slightly and Bethany felt her mouth tighten slightly on the pacifier as if she was afraid it would jump away. She opened her eyes and looked at the star in the sky. And he felt sad. Because it would never happen.

She dropped back down to the floor and crawled over and into her bed. She slipped under her Disney Princesses blankie and looked at the window. She could still the one star peeking through the stars, watching over her. She kept sucking on the rubber nub of the pacifier until she slowly drifted off into a deep sleep.

Then something amazing happened.

That little bright dot in the night sky drifted slowly down out of the clouds to the earth, and into Bethany’s room. Its wafted in the breeze for a few seconds and then landed itself on the end of the pink pacifier still stuck in Bethany’s mouth.

The pacifier began to glow dimly as if there was a light coming from inside of it. And as Bethany unconsciously sucked on the pacifier, her body became warmer. She didn’t know it at the time, but happy dreams floated through her mind as she slept.

Then her body, still dressed as an infant, diapers and all, began to change...

To Be Continued