Zalool

Complete Story

Mia Williams wakes up with a heavy heart. The sun barely peeks through the curtains, casting a soft glow on the room, but it does little to lift her spirits. She knows what she has to do today. The threat she’s made countless times now has to be fulfilled. She promised Zion she’d send him to military school if he didn’t change his ways, and today is the day to make good on that promise.

She sits on the edge of her bed, phone in hand, staring at the messages confirming the arrival of the school officials. Her heart aches as she thinks about her son, Zion, and the path he’s been on since his father died. It wasn’t supposed to be like this. She’s tried to be both mother and father, but nothing seems to work. With a deep sigh, she sets the phone down and gets up, heading to the kitchen to make herself a cup of coffee.

Mia moves through the house like a ghost, her mind replaying memories of Zion as a child. She remembers his bright smile, his endless energy, and how his father used to handle the discipline. Now, it’s all on her, and she feels like she’s failing. As she pours the coffee, her hands shake slightly.

Meanwhile, Zion lies awake in his bed, staring at the ceiling. His heart races as he thinks about the texts he saw on his mom’s phone last night. Military school. He can't let that happen. He glances at the clock on his nightstand; it’s almost seven. He knows he has to move fast.

“Gotta get out of here,” he mutters to himself. Zion throws back the covers and gets up, quickly pulling on his clothes. He grabs his backpack and shoves in some clothes, his wallet, and a few other essentials. He glances around the room, eyes lingering on a photo of his dad. For a moment, guilt gnaws at him, but he shakes it off.

As he tiptoes down the hall, he hears his mom in the kitchen. His heart pounds harder. He can't face her right now. Not when she’s about to send him away. He reaches the front door, careful not to make a sound, and slips out into the morning air.

The cool breeze hits his face, and for a second, he feels a rush of freedom. But it’s short-lived. He has no plan, nowhere to go. His only thought is to find Emma and the guys. They’ll know what to do. They always do.

Mia hears the front door creak open and rushes to the living room just in time to see Zion slipping out.

“Zion!” she calls, but he’s already gone.

Zion pushes open the creaky door of the abandoned house, stepping into the familiar, decaying interior. The smell of mildew and old wood fills his nostrils, mingling with the acrid scent of cigarette smoke and faint traces of weed. Graffiti covers the walls, and broken furniture is scattered around. To Zion, it feels like a haven—a place where he can escape from the pressures and expectations of his mother and the memories of his father.

In the dim light, he spots Emma lounging on a tattered couch, her blonde hair falling messily over her shoulders. She’s laughing at something one of the guys, Mike, is saying. Mike is older, probably in his early twenties, with a rugged look that Zion admires. He’s the leader of their little group, always knowing where the next party is, the next thrill. Zion idolizes him, wanting to be just as cool and fearless.

Emma looks up as Zion approaches, a lazy smile spreading across her face. "Hey, Zion. Thought you were gonna bail on us."

Zion forces a grin, trying to hide the turmoil inside. "Nah, just had to handle some stuff at home."

"Your mom still on your case?" Emma asks, her eyes narrowing slightly. She’s heard Zion’s complaints about his mom before, and she’s never been sympathetic.

"Yeah," Zion mutters, dropping his backpack on the floor and sitting next to her. "She’s threatening military school now."

Mike chuckles from his spot on an overturned crate. "Man, that’s rough. But you’re here now. Forget about her. We’re having a good time."

Zion nods, trying to relax. He watches as the others pass around a joint, the smoke swirling in the dim light. He’s done this before, smoked enough to fit in, but he’s always been careful not to go too far. Tonight, he needs to be even more cautious. He takes a small hit when it’s his turn, just enough to take the edge off.

As the hours pass, the atmosphere in the house grows more intense. The guys start bringing out harder drugs—pills, powders, things Zion barely recognizes. His stomach churns with anxiety, but he tries to play it cool. He needs to impress Emma, to prove he’s not a kid anymore.

"Hey, Zion, you want some of this?" Mike asks, holding out a small bag of white powder.

Zion hesitates, his heart pounding. "Uh, maybe later."

Mike shrugs, not pushing it. "Suit yourself."

Emma watches him with a curious expression. "You’re not scared, are you?"

Zion’s pride flares up. "No way. I’m just not in the mood."

She smiles, seeming satisfied with his answer. But Zion can’t shake the unease gnawing at him. As the night wears on, he starts to regret coming here. The laughter and chaos around him feel hollow, and he can’t stop thinking about his mom’s disappointed face.

Suddenly, a commotion breaks out in the corner of the room. One of the guys, a skinny kid named Ryan, is convulsing on the floor, foam forming at his mouth. The room erupts in panic. Emma screams, and Mike rushes over, trying to keep Ryan from hurting himself.

"Call 911!" someone yells, but no one moves. They’re all too scared of getting in trouble.

Zion’s heart races as he watches the scene unfold. This is too real, too dangerous. He can’t be here anymore. He needs to get out, but he’s frozen, his feet glued to the floor. The sight of Ryan’s body jerking uncontrollably is burned into his mind.

Finally, Mike grabs Ryan and manages to keep him still. "Someone get water!" he shouts, and another guy rushes off. The chaos continues, but Zion can’t take it. He stumbles out of the house, gasping for air.

Outside, the cool night air hits him like a slap. He leans against the wall, trying to steady his breathing. His hands are shaking, and he feels like he’s going to be sick. How did things get this bad? How did he end up here?

He doesn’t know how long he stands there, trying to pull himself together. Eventually, he realizes he can’t stay. He can’t go back inside, but he has nowhere else to go. The thought of returning home, facing his mom, fills him with dread. But what choice does he have?

Back at home, Mia is frantic. She’s been driving around for hours, searching every street, every corner, calling out Zion’s name. Her voice is hoarse from shouting, and her eyes burn from the tears she’s been holding back. She can’t believe this is happening. She can’t believe her little boy is out there somewhere, alone and vulnerable. The weight of the situation presses down on her chest, making it hard to breathe.

As she drives, she sees shadows that remind her of Zion at every corner. Each time, her heart leaps with hope, only to crash back down when she realizes it’s not him. The streets are eerily quiet, the city asleep while her world is in chaos. She turns down another street, her headlights cutting through the darkness, but there’s no sign of Zion.

Finally, she pulls over, defeated. The exhaustion is overwhelming, and she leans her head against the steering wheel, letting out a sob. The sound echoes in the silence of the car, a raw expression of her despair. She’s been so strong for so long, but now she feels completely powerless.

“Ma’am, are you alright?”

The voice startles her, and she jerks her head up. An older gentleman stands by her window, his face etched with concern. His eyes are kind, and there’s a sense of calm about him that contrasts sharply with her turmoil.

“No,” she manages to choke out, her voice barely above a whisper. “I can’t find my son. I just...I wish I could do it all over again, raise him better this time. I was too young, too unprepared.”

The man listens, nodding sympathetically. He doesn’t rush her or try to offer empty platitudes. Instead, he lets her speak, understanding that she needs to get it out. There’s a wisdom in his eyes, a depth of experience that makes her feel seen and understood.

“He’s been on a bad path since his father died,” Mia continues, her voice trembling. “I’ve tried everything I know how to do, but it’s never enough. I just wish I had another chance to do it right, to be the kind of mother he needs.”

The man reaches into his coat pocket and produces a small, unassuming pill. “Give him this,” he says, his voice calm and steady. “It will change everything.”

Mia stares at the pill, then at the man. Her mind races with doubts and fears. “I can’t...I can’t just drug my son.”

The man’s gaze is steady, unflinching. “Do you believe he’s on a path to death?” he asks. “What do you have to lose?”

The question hangs in the air, heavy and unavoidable. Mia’s heart pounds in her chest as she considers it. She thinks about the nights she’s stayed up, worrying about Zion. She thinks about the look in his eyes when he’s angry or hurt, the way he’s been slipping further and further away from her.

Slowly, she reaches out and takes the pill from the man. Her fingers tremble as she clutches it, feeling its weight and potential. Her mind is a whirlwind of doubt and desperation, but she knows she has to do something.

“Thank you,” she whispers, her voice filled with a mix of hope and fear.

The man nods, giving her a reassuring smile. “Good luck,” he says, before turning and walking away, disappearing into the night.

Returning home, Mia knows Zion will come back eventually. He always leaves something behind. She prepares herself, waiting in the darkened living room. The silence is oppressive, the ticking of the clock on the wall marking the passing of time, each second feeling like an eternity. She sits in the dim light, her thoughts racing, her emotions a whirlwind of hope, fear, and determination. The pill rests in her pocket, a small, tangible representation of the monumental decision she’s about to make.

It's past midnight when Zion finally sneaks back in. The front door creaks open slowly, and he slips inside, moving with the stealth of someone who’s done this many times before. His face is pale, his eyes wide and haunted from the overdose incident. He feels a sickening mixture of guilt, fear, and desperation. His mind races with thoughts of what he’s seen, what he’s done, and what he must do next.

He tiptoes through the hallway, every step a careful calculation to avoid the creaky floorboards. His heart pounds in his chest, the sound almost deafening in the silent house. He heads toward his room, determined to grab his things and leave again before his mom realizes he’s back. But as he rounds the corner, a figure steps out of the shadows.

“Zion,” Mia says softly, but firmly. Her voice is a mixture of relief and resolve. She’s been waiting for this moment, and now that it’s here, she feels a surge of strength.

Zion freezes, his eyes wide with surprise and fear. “Mom, move. I’m not doing this.”

“Please, just talk to me,” she pleads, her voice breaking. She steps closer, her eyes filled with a desperation that tugs at Zion’s heart. He tries to push past her, but she stands her ground, her hands gently but firmly holding his arms.

“This isn’t you,” she says, her voice soft but insistent. Her eyes search his, looking for the boy she knows is still in there, buried beneath the layers of anger and rebellion.

His shoulders slump, a defeated look crossing his face. “Yeah, Mom, I know.” His voice is barely more than a whisper, heavy with the weight of his choices.

Mia’s eyes flicker to the pill in the kitchen, the weight of her decision pressing down on her. “Will you at least stay for something to eat?”

Zion eyes her warily, suspicion clear on his face. “You’re probably trying to trick me. Cops are probably on their way.”

“No tricks. Look at my phone if you want,” she says, her voice trembling with sincerity. “Just one last meal together, as a family.”

He hesitates, his eyes searching hers for any sign of deceit. Finally, he nods. “Fine. But make it quick.”

As Mia heats up the leftovers, she watches Zion from the corner of her eye. He stands awkwardly in the middle of the kitchen, his hands shoved deep into his pockets, his gaze darting around the room. She can see the tension in his shoulders, the way his jaw is set in a hard line. He’s trying to stay tough, to keep his guard up, but she can see the cracks in his armor.

The microwave beeps, and Mia pulls out the plates, the warm scent of food filling the room. She sets them on the table, gesturing for Zion to sit. He hesitates for a moment, then drops into a chair, his movements heavy with exhaustion.

They eat in silence, the only sound the clinking of forks against plates. Zion is grateful for the food, the warmth of it bringing a small measure of comfort. As he eats, his mind drifts back to simpler times, to family dinners when his dad was still alive. He remembers the laughter, the stories, the sense of belonging. It feels like a lifetime ago.

Mia watches him, her heart aching. She can see the boy he used to be, glimpses of the child she raised, shining through the tough exterior he’s built. She knows this might be her last chance to reach him, to save him from the path he’s on.

Zion doesn’t notice his eyelids growing heavy until it’s too late. His vision blurs, and he tries to stand but stumbles, his movements sluggish and uncoordinated.

“Did you...drug me?” he slurs, panic in his voice.

Mia catches him, guiding him to the couch. “I had to,” she whispers, tears streaming down her face. The guilt and relief mix in her heart, a tumult of emotions she can barely contain. She stays with him until he’s completely out, checking his pulse, his breathing, making sure he’s safe.

Hours pass, and Mia dozes off in a nearby chair, her body finally giving in to the exhaustion. She’s been running on adrenaline, her mind racing with worry and hope, and now, in the quiet of the early morning, she succumbs to sleep. Her dreams are fragmented and restless, filled with images of Zion as a baby, his sweet laughter, and the sound of his tiny feet pattering through the house.

When she wakes, the first light of dawn is creeping through the curtains, casting a gentle glow across the living room. She sits up slowly, her body stiff from sleeping in the chair. She rubs her eyes, feeling a moment of disorientation. The events of the night before come rushing back, and her heart races as she looks over at Zion.

Her breath catches in her throat. He’s changed. Transformed. Her son is no longer a seventeen-year-old boy but a two-year-old toddler, his small body dwarfed by his adult clothes. She blinks, trying to make sense of what she’s seeing. This isn’t a dream. It’s real.

She approaches him slowly, her heart pounding in her chest. She can hardly believe what she’s seeing. Zion’s chubby cheeks, his tiny hands, the innocence in his sleeping face—all of it brings tears to her eyes. She falls to her knees beside him, gently touching his cheek, as if afraid he might disappear.

“Zion,” she whispers, her voice trembling. He stirs slightly at her touch, his little hand reaching out instinctively. She catches it, marveling at how small and delicate it is. Tears stream down her face as she realizes the enormity of what has happened. Her son has been given a second chance, and so has she.

A knock at the door startles her, and she quickly wipes her tears away. She peeks through the peephole to see a delivery man with several packages, his arms full. Her mind races, trying to process this new development.

“Are you Mia Williams?” he asks, his voice polite and businesslike.

“Yes, but I didn’t order anything,” she replies, her voice shaky with confusion and lingering emotion.

He smiles. “Looks like a bunch of stuff for a toddler. You got one of those?”

Mia glances back at Zion, now a sleeping toddler. “Yes,” she says, her voice trembling.

“Take my advice, don’t block your blessings. Your name’s on the packages, so you’re in the clear,” he says, handing her the packages with a knowing smile.

She takes the packages, her mind reeling. Inside, she finds everything she needs to care for a toddler—diapers, clothes, toys, even a crib. It’s as if someone knew exactly what she would need. She carries the boxes into the house, her mind buzzing with questions and a sense of awe at the turn of events.

Setting up the guest bedroom into a nursery, Mia feels a sense of purpose she hasn’t felt in a long time. She carefully sets up the crib, places the toys in a corner, and arranges the diapers and clothes in a neat stack. Each action brings her a step closer to the life she wants to create for Zion.

She takes her time, meticulously arranging the room to make it perfect. The soft, pastel colors of the new clothes and toys fill her with a bittersweet nostalgia. She remembers shopping for Zion when he was a baby, how excited and nervous she was about being a mother. This time, she feels a deep sense of determination and clarity. She knows what she needs to do.

As she sets up the crib, she thinks about all the things she’ll do differently this time. She’ll be more patient, more attentive. She’ll make sure Zion knows how much he’s loved, every single day. She won’t let him slip away from her again. She finishes arranging the room, stepping back to survey her work with a sense of satisfaction and determination.

Finally, she steps back to survey the room, satisfaction and determination swelling in her chest. This is her chance to be the mom she always wanted to be. She steels her resolve, ready to raise her boy better this time. She knows it won’t be easy, but she’s prepared to do whatever it takes to give Zion the life he deserves.

Returning to the living room, she finds Zion still asleep on the couch, his tiny body curled up in the oversized clothes. She gently picks him up, cradling him in her arms. He stirs slightly, his little hands reaching out for her, and she feels a surge of love and protectiveness.

Mia carries him to the newly prepared nursery, laying him gently in the crib. She watches him for a moment, marveling at how peaceful he looks. The weight of her decision presses down on her, but she knows it’s the right thing to do. She has been given a second chance, and she’s determined not to waste it.

She sits in a chair beside the crib, keeping a vigilant watch over him. Her mind races with plans for the future, the new routines she’ll establish, the lessons she’ll teach him. She’s ready to be the mother Zion needs, the mother she always wanted to be.

Zion stirs awake, his head feeling fuzzy and his body unusually restrained. He blinks, trying to clear his vision. The room is unfamiliar, and as he shifts, he hears a soft creaking sound. Panic starts to rise in his chest. Did his mom actually call the cops on him? Is he waking up in a juvenile detention cell?

But then he notices the mobile above him, slowly rotating with soft, pastel-colored animals dangling down. He frowns, his brain struggling to process what he’s seeing. He looks around and realizes he’s in a crib, surrounded by baby blankets and stuffed animals. Confusion quickly turns to horror.

“What the fuck?” he exclaims, his voice coming out more high-pitched than he expected.

Immediately, his mother’s voice cuts through the air. “Little boys don’t use that kind of language,” Mia says, her tone firm and unyielding as she steps into the room.

Zion’s eyes widen as he sees her. “Mom, what’s going on? Why am I in a crib?”

Mia sighs, walking over to him with a calm, composed demeanor. “I hoped you wouldn’t have your big boy memories, but I’m sure that after a while you will forget all about being a big boy and you will be happy being Mommy’s little boy once again.”

She reaches into the crib and checks his diaper, which enrages Zion. He swats her hands away, his face burning with embarrassment. “Stop it! Don’t touch me! I’m not a baby!”

Mia frowns, her eyes filled with both sadness and determination. “You may feel that way now, but in time, you’ll understand this is for the best.”

Zion is absolutely mortified, thinking of Emma and the guys. How could he ever live something like this down? He looks at his mother, desperately trying to appeal to her reason. “Mom, you can’t keep me like this. Eventually, this has to wear off, right? I have a life to get back to.”

“It isn’t going to wear off, sweetie,” Mia tells him gently but firmly. “You’re going to grow up again, and this time you’re going to be raised differently. Yesterday’s version of my son Zion won’t ever exist again. I’ll make sure of it.”

Zion’s face twists with anger and disbelief. “Mom, you’re insane. You’ve fucking lost it. Let me out of here.”

Mia’s expression hardens. “You have one more chance, Zion. I am warning you that if you swear again, you will be over my lap.”

Zion, fueled by a mix of rage and desperation, screams at the top of his lungs. “Someone help! My mother is going batshit fucking crazy!”

Mia’s patience snaps. She strides over to the crib, her expression a mix of steely determination and a hint of regret. With surprising ease, she lifts Zion out of the crib. Despite his furious struggles, her grip is firm and unyielding. He feels a surge of helplessness as she carries him across the room to a small loveseat.

“Mom, let me go!” he yells, trying to twist out of her grasp. But her strength, bolstered by a resolute purpose, is unshakeable.

“You were warned, Zion,” she says, her voice steady but tinged with sadness. She sits down on the loveseat, placing Zion over her lap. His heart races, a mix of anger, fear, and disbelief. He feels utterly powerless, a stark contrast to the rebellious freedom he once knew.

Mia pulls down his pull-ups, exposing his bare bottom. The vulnerability of the position sends a shiver of humiliation through him. “Mom, stop! Don’t do this!” he pleads, his voice cracking.

Mia’s hand comes down sharply on his bare bottom, the sound echoing in the quiet room. The sting of the first smack makes him gasp, a sharp pain that cuts through his anger. “You need to learn that actions have consequences,” she says, her voice firm and unwavering.

Zion’s mind races, the pain intensifying with each smack. He tries to squirm away, but Mia’s hold is ironclad. “Ouch! Mom, please! Stop it!” he cries out, the sting of each slap resonating through his body.

“Little boys don’t say ‘Mom,’ they say ‘Mommy,’” Mia corrects him, her voice calm but authoritative. She continues the spanking, each smack a reminder of her new role and his new reality.

As Mia’s hand comes down, she notices the way Zion’s defiance crumbles, replaced by a look of genuine pain and surprise. Each sharp smack reverberates through her palm, sending a jolt of energy up her arm. It's an unfamiliar sensation—one she finds both exhilarating and necessary. She's no longer the helpless mother pleading with her son to come home; she's taking decisive action, setting boundaries he can't ignore. With every cry and plea from Zion, she feels a deep sense of satisfaction. She's doing what’s necessary to save him, even if he doesn’t understand it yet.

Zion’s resistance begins to crumble under the relentless punishment. “Please, Mommy! I’m sorry!” he begs, tears streaming down his face. The pain is unbearable, and his pride is shattered. Each smack feels like it's breaking down his defenses, exposing a vulnerable, desperate need to appease her. He feels a deep sense of humiliation but also an unexpected longing for her approval.

Mia stops, her hand lingering on his reddened bottom. She takes a deep breath, feeling a complex mix of emotions—pride, determination, and a lingering sadness for what had to be done. She looks at her handiwork, Zion’s bottom a vivid red, a physical manifestation of her newfound control. She feels a surge of empowerment, a reassurance that she can guide her son onto a better path.

Zion is left stunned and sore. The sharp sting on his bottom is a shock, not just physically, but emotionally. He can’t believe his mother, the same woman who used to let him get away with everything, is capable of such firm discipline. Each smack leaves him more bewildered, the pain stripping away layers of his tough exterior. Anger burns in his chest, mixed with the bitter taste of humiliation. He feels like a trapped animal, cornered and desperate. But beneath the sting and shame, a flicker of determination remains. He won’t let this break him. He’s already planning his escape, his mind racing with thoughts of finding someone—a doctor, a specialist, anyone—who can undo this nightmare and restore his freedom.

Mia wipes Zion’s tear-streaked face with a tissue, her movements gentle but firm. “There, there, now,” she says softly. “Now that you know I’m serious about your behavior, let’s have some breakfast. You’ve been asleep for nearly a day.”

Zion’s eyes widen at her words. Nearly a day? He wonders what his friends must think about his sudden disappearance. His mind races, imagining them calling him a crybaby for running back home to his mom. He vows to find his cell phone and get back in touch with them, no matter what.

Mia lifts Zion from her lap, carrying him to the kitchen. He squirms slightly, still uncomfortable from the spanking, but she holds him securely. As they enter the kitchen, he’s taken aback by the sight of a high chair set up near the table. His jaw drops. Where did she get all of this stuff?

Mia places him in the high chair, strapping him in. Zion scowls, feeling even more humiliated. “I’m not a real baby, you know. I’m not going to just fall out of the chair or something.”

Mia ignores his grumbling, focusing instead on the small bowl of oatmeal she’s prepared. She also sets down a colorful kid bowl filled with cut-up apples and oranges. Zion’s eyes briefly flicker with interest at the sight of the fruit, but he quickly masks it with a defiant glare.

He reaches for the small kiddie spoon, but Mia is quicker. She grabs the spoon and holds it out of his reach. “I’ll feed you,” she says firmly.

Zion’s face flushes with anger. “I can feed myself!” he protests, trying to snatch the spoon from her hand.

Mia meets his gaze, her eyes unyielding. “You’ll eat as I say, or we can go back to having another discussion about your behavior,” she warns.

Zion grits his teeth, staring back at her. He sees the steely determination in her eyes, a silent challenge daring him to defy her again. He knows she’s waiting for an excuse to spank him once more. With a huff, he relents, slumping back in the high chair.

Mia smiles, though there’s a hint of sadness in her eyes. “Good boy. Now, open up for the choo-choo train,” she sings softly, bringing the spoonful of oatmeal towards his mouth.

Zion balls his hands into fists, the childishness of the situation making him seethe with frustration. But hunger gnaws at him, and he begrudgingly opens his mouth, accepting the oatmeal.

The first spoonful hits his taste buds, and he realizes just how starving he is. Despite his best efforts, he finds himself swallowing eagerly, tuning out his mother’s soothing voice as much as he can. Spoonful by spoonful, he gets through the meal, his anger simmering beneath the surface.

Once he’s finished, Mia places a sippy cup of milk on the high chair tray and steps back to eat her own breakfast. Zion grabs the cup, the juvenile design only adding to his sense of humiliation. He sips the milk, feeling both furious and defeated.

As he drinks, he takes in the changes around the house. Child safety locks on the cabinets, outlet covers, and a baby gate blocking the kitchen entrance. His mother has thought of everything. Escaping isn’t going to be easy, but he’s more determined than ever. He has no intention of indefinitely playing house with his mother.

After they’ve both finished eating, Mia unbuckles Zion from the high chair and carries him to the living room. She sets him down on the couch, her demeanor a mix of stern authority and gentle care. “You can watch some cartoons,” she says, handing him the remote. “But you are to stay in the living room. The rest of the house is off-limits for now.”

Zion takes the remote, his mind already plotting his next move. He watches as Mia closes the childproof gate to the kitchen on her way out. The sound of the latch clicking shut feels like a challenge.

He glances at the TV, turning up the volume and pretending to watch. But his mind is racing, surveying the room for a way past the gate. He thinks about how he used to scale the side of the house to sneak in and out of his bedroom. Maybe, just maybe, he could pull it off again.

As the cartoons blare, he waits for a moment when the noise crescendos, masking any sounds he might make. When the time is right, he jumps from the arm of the couch, clearing the gate with a soft thud as he lands on his sore bottom. He bites his lip, stifling a cry of pain, and quickly climbs up the stairs, listening intently for any sign he’s been caught.

Zion moves up the stairs as quickly and quietly as his small body will allow, each step a careful calculation. He pauses at the top, straining to hear any sound from his mother. The house is eerily silent, save for the distant noise of the cartoons blaring from the living room. His heart pounds in his chest as he approaches his old bedroom door.

He pushes the door, but it doesn’t budge. It’s locked. Frustration and panic bubble up inside him. He remembers his mother always kept a spare key in her nightstand. He dashes to her bedroom, his little legs carrying him as fast as they can. His hands tremble as he fishes through the drawer, finally grasping the small key.

Racing back to his door, he stands on his tiptoes to insert the key into the lock. It clicks open, and he pushes the door wide. The sight that greets him stops him in his tracks. His room is in disarray, his belongings haphazardly packed into garbage bags. It’s as if she’s erasing any trace of his former life. A sense of loss and anger washes over him. It’s worse than he thought—she’s not just trying to control him; she’s trying to erase him.

But he quickly refocuses on the task at hand. He spots his cell phone on his bed, the screen lit with messages. He scrambles up, grabbing the phone. His heart sinks as he reads the texts from Emma and Mike, full of anger and betrayal. They think he turned on them, threatening to call the police for providing drugs to a minor. He knows immediately that his mother sent those texts.

Rage boils within him, hotter than he’s ever felt before. She’s ruined everything. He swears he’ll make her pay for this. He climbs onto the windowsill, using all the strength his two-year-old body can muster to force the window open. He peers over the edge, the fall seeming much more daunting from his new height. But he steels himself. He needs to get out of here.

Carefully, he begins his descent, clinging to the bricks with tiny hands. He’s halfway down when he hears a sharp gasp from above. He’s yanked back up, strong hands gripping his arms. He’s pulled back through the window and deposited roughly onto the floor. He looks up to see his mother standing there, her face red with fury.

“Oh, you’re going to get it,” Mia says, her voice trembling with a mix of anger and fear. She hoists him up, carrying him out of his old bedroom. Zion’s heart races, panic setting in as he realizes he’s in for another spanking, possibly worse than the first.

Mia carries Zion back to the nursery, her grip firm and unyielding. She places him in the crib, pulling up the bars with a decisive clink. "Do not move!" she roars, her voice echoing with authority and frustration.

Zion stiffens in fear, his small body trembling. He watches as Mia marches back to his old bedroom, his heart pounding in his chest. He wonders what she’ll find on his phone and hopes he didn’t accidentally send any messages. His mother reemerges, a stern look on her face, clutching the cell phone. She checks through it meticulously, ensuring no calls or texts were made. Satisfied, she locks up the bedroom, this time attaching the key to her necklace. Zion’s hopes of regaining his phone plummet further.

Mia paces in the hallway, her mind racing. She’s absolutely livid, her thoughts consumed by how close Zion came to possibly breaking his neck. The sheer recklessness of his actions infuriates her. How could he be so careless?

The doorbell rings, disrupting her thoughts. She goes to the door and finds a small package on the doorstep. There’s a note attached, written in a familiar, comforting handwriting. “I’m sorry he’s giving you such a hard time with all of this. I suppose he gets his stubbornness from his old man. This should help. -Nick.”

Mia’s breath catches in her throat. She’s at a loss for words. Her husband, Nick, has been watching over them this whole time. A sense of warmth and reassurance floods through her. She knew she could feel him watching over her, guiding her. Steeling herself, she feels more determined than ever to get through to Zion.

Opening the package, she finds a pacifier. She’s momentarily puzzled, wondering how much of a difference it could possibly make. But she trusts Nick’s judgment, feeling a renewed resolve. First, however, she has a punishment to dole out.

When Zion hears Mia reenter the nursery, he’s filled with a mix of fear and anger. Standing at the bars of the crib, he shouts at her. “This is fucked up and wrong! You can’t just decide how my life is going to be. I deserve to have choices!”

Mia waits patiently until he’s done, his face red and huffing for air. “I don’t care,” she says simply.

Zion is stunned, his anger momentarily replaced by shock.

Mia pulls him out of the crib and carries him to the loveseat. “I stopped caring about how you felt when you stopped caring about how your choices affected me—when you stopped caring about causing me sleepless nights wondering if you were okay,” she continues, her voice firm and unwavering. “All I care about is having a happy, healthy, and safe son. You are now healthy and safe, and you will be happy again once we get these big boy thoughts out of your head. Your daddy seems to have an idea of a way to help.”

Zion is confused but doesn’t get a chance to argue because Mia quickly pulls him over her lap. She begins spanking him on his already sore bottom. Each smack lands with a sharp, stinging pain that sends jolts through his small frame.

He grits his teeth, trying to hold back the tears, but he can’t help the ones that unconsciously fall from his eyes. His mom is really laying into him, each strike harder than the last. He does all he can to maintain his pride and avoid begging for mercy, but the pain is overwhelming.

Mia doesn’t hold back this time. She’s determined to ensure he never thinks about trying to escape through a window ever again. With each smack, she thinks about how dangerous his actions were, how close he came to destroying his second chance. No, she has to make sure it never happens again.

Zion finally cracks, his pride shattering under the relentless assault. “Mommy, please! I’m sorry!” he pleads, his voice choked with sobs.

“Say you won’t ever try to escape again,” Mia demands, her hand pausing mid-air.

He hesitates, his mind a whirlwind of pain and defiance. This hesitation only aggravates Mia, and she lands a few extra hard smacks on his bottom.

“Ow! I won’t try to escape ever again. Please, Mommy, stop,” he cries out, his voice filled with genuine desperation.

Mia nods, her hand still poised for another strike. “I’m glad to hear that,” she says, but she doesn’t stop spanking him. She begins lecturing him, each word punctuated by a sharp smack. “This new experience will be good for you. You’ll have the chance to go to school again, make new, better friends who encourage you to do positive things. You won’t be worrying about girls anymore. Your mommy will be the only girl in your life for a very long time.”

Something inside Zion cracks. It’s not just the sheer humiliation of his punishment and position, but the overwhelming sense of powerlessness. He truly cries, bawling and sobbing, releasing all the frustration and sadness he’s been feeling for weeks. He cries about his friend who died, about his past life, and all that he’s lost. He just cries and cries, letting all his emotions pour out.

He doesn’t notice when Mia stops spanking him, too consumed by his own grief. He just lies there, his small body heaving with sobs, no longer trying to fight. He’s completely let go.

Mia sees what she’s been waiting for: Zion finally stops fighting her for control. When he goes limp over her lap, she stops the spanking and lets him cry for a moment. Then, she lifts him into her arms, laying his head on her shoulder. She bounces him gently, whispering soothing words.

“Let it all out, baby. Mommy is here for you,” she says, her voice soft and comforting. She holds him close, feeling the weight of his small body against hers, the warmth of his tears on her shoulder. She continues to bounce and soothe him, her heart aching with love and determination.

Zion continues to cry, the sound raw and heart-wrenching. But in his mother’s arms, he starts to feel a strange sense of comfort and safety. For the first time in a long time, he feels like he doesn’t have to carry the weight of the world on his small shoulders. He can just be.

When Zion finishes crying, Mia stands him on the floor in front of her. His eyes are puffy and red, his cheeks still wet with tears. He looks up at her, a mixture of fear, confusion, and lingering defiance in his gaze. She kneels down to his level, her expression softening.

“A gift from your father,” she says simply, and with a gentle but firm motion, she pushes a pacifier into his mouth. Zion’s eyes widen with surprise and a hint of irritation. He holds it in his mouth, unsure of what to do.

“Suck,” she instructs, her voice calm but commanding.

Zion considers resisting, thinking this is just another exercise to humiliate him further. He’s irritated that she would bring his dad into it, but whatever. Deciding it’s easier to comply than fight, he starts to suck on the pacifier. The first few bobs feel strange, but by the third, he feels an unexpected wave of relaxation wash over him. His body unwinds, the tension slipping away.

Mia watches with satisfaction as a profound change comes over him. The permanent scowl leaves his face, replaced by a relaxed, almost serene expression. She pinches his cheeks gently, and to her delight, he giggles—a genuine, childlike sound that she hasn’t heard in years.

“Good boy,” she murmurs, lifting him into her arms. She carries him downstairs, his small body nestled against her. She stands him in front of the couch and turns on the TV, letting him watch cartoons while she straightens up around the house.

Zion stands there, his eyes glued to the screen. The colorful images and cheerful sounds captivate him completely. His mouth works on the pacifier rhythmically, and he’s filled with a sense of awe and wonder that is absolutely childish. He loses track of time, utterly mesmerized by the carefree existence the cartoons represent. Nothing else matters besides the TV.

When Mia calls him for snack time, he barely hears her, too absorbed in the cartoon world. She gently lifts him into the high chair and straps him in. With a soft murmur, she pulls the pacifier out of his mouth.

Zion’s teen consciousness slowly returns, but his emotions are jumbled, and his memories are fragmented. He knows he’s angry with his mommy, but he can’t fully remember why. He knows he needs to leave, to go somewhere, but the specifics elude him.

Mia sees the gears trying to turn in his head and feels confident that a few days with the binky will wipe all of that right out of her little boy’s mind. She’s especially grateful to Nick for his help. She feels so close to having her little boy back. She only needs to stay extra vigilant for a little while longer.

She spoon-feeds Zion some yogurt, her movements gentle and soothing. He accepts the food, his mind still foggy. After the yogurt, she leaves him to enjoy some pretzels, watching as he slowly nibbles on them.

Zion’s sore butt reminds him of his earlier escape attempt. He’s already suspicious that the pacifier is doing something to his mind, making him more compliant. He’s apprehensive about snack time ending and tries to eat as slowly as he can without tipping his mom off that he’s wise to her scheme.

Knowing that trying to remove the pacifier himself will be nearly impossible once he’s back in that state, Zion thinks quickly. He crushes a pretzel on the highchair’s table, creating a small pile of crumbs. As he nears the end of his snack, he waits for the perfect moment. When Mia turns her back to get a napkin to wipe his face, he snorts a bit of the crushed pretzel up his nose, hoping and praying for a delayed sneeze.

Mia turns back around and wipes off his messy face. “Open for your binky,” she prompts. Zion shakes his head, looking at her with pleading eyes. She is firm and unyielding, her expression brooking no argument. With the unspoken threat of another spanking, Zion reluctantly accepts the binky from her but tries to just bite on it with his teeth.

Mia rolls her eyes and adds, “Suck.” She watches closely, noticing the hesitation in his eyes. There’s a flicker of defiance mixed with a desperate plea for mercy. She can see the conflict within him, the part of him that wants to resist and hold onto his independence clashing with the part that knows he has no choice.

Zion’s eyes remain locked on hers, his reluctance palpable. Finally, with a resigned sigh, he begins to suck on the pacifier. Mia observes the change in him, the way his eyes slowly lose their sharpness and focus. His tense expression softens, his face relaxing into a state of calm. She feels a mix of satisfaction and relief as she watches his resistance melt away.

She pinches his cheeks gently, a small, reassuring gesture. “Good boy,” she murmurs, her voice softer now. She lifts him and places him back on the couch, turning the cartoons on again.

“I need to finish setting up the baby monitor in the nursery,” she says, more to herself than to Zion. Confident that he won’t be getting into any trouble, she heads upstairs to work on it.

Zion settles into the couch, his eyes glued to the TV. The vibrant colors and cheerful sounds quickly draw him in, wrapping him in a comforting cocoon. His mind drifts into a blissfully empty state as he sucks on the pacifier, the rhythmic motion lulling him into a sense of security. The binky bobs in his mouth, the familiar motion helping to keep the haze in place. He’s barely aware of anything else, but deep down, a part of him is still planning, waiting for the right moment to reclaim his freedom.

While Zion is absorbed in the colorful swirl of the cartoons, he suddenly feels a tickle in his nose. At first, he tries to ignore it, focusing on the dancing characters on the screen, but the sensation quickly intensifies. Before he can react, he sneezes loudly, the force causing the binky to fly out of his mouth and onto the floor.

For a moment, Zion blinks in confusion as his teen consciousness begins to resurface. The haze lifts slightly, and he becomes acutely aware of his surroundings. He looks around the room, disoriented, his eyes darting from the TV to the empty space around him. He doesn't know where his mother has gone, but he knows he doesn’t have much time. His eyes land on his mother’s phone sitting on the dining room table, and a flicker of hope ignites in him. If he can just get to the phone, he might be able to call someone—anyone—for help.

He slips off the couch and quietly makes his way to the childproof gate. He fiddles with the latch, his small fingers struggling but remembering the mechanics of how it works. After a few tense moments, he manages to unlatch it. His heart races as he darts towards the dining room table.

Zion climbs up onto a chair, his small body straining to reach the phone. His fingers finally close around it, and he quickly enters her passcode: 07-04-06, his birthday. To his shock, the screen displays "Incorrect Passcode."

He calms himself, sure that he must have entered it wrong due to his shaking hands. He tries again, carefully pressing each number. Again, the screen reads "Incorrect Passcode." Panic sets in. He tries his father’s birthday next, but it’s still wrong.

Desperate, he decides to use the emergency call feature from the home screen. As the line dials, his heart pounds in his chest. The phone rings once, twice, and then he hears her voice behind him.

“Someone is being a naughty little boy, isn’t he?” Mia’s voice is cold, cutting through the air like a knife.

Filled with dread and fear, Zion feels his bladder release, and he pees himself. The warm liquid soaks into his pullups.

For a moment, the room is silent. Then the 911 dispatcher answers, “911, is this an emergency?”

Mia swiftly takes the phone from Zion's trembling hands. “I’m so sorry,” she says to the dispatcher, her voice calm and composed. “My toddler got his hands on my phone and was playing with it. I apologize for the confusion.”

The operator reassures her that it happens all the time. Mia apologizes again for wasting the dispatcher’s time, her voice soft and slightly flirtatious. Zion notices the subtle change in her tone and feels a mix of confusion and dread.

When Mia hangs up, she turns to Zion, her eyes hardening. “Now to deal with you,” she says, her voice dropping to a stern whisper.

Mia surveys Zion for a moment, her eyes narrowing. “How did you get your binky out of your mouth?” she asks, her tone deceptively calm.

Zion shrugs, trying to maintain his defiance, but Mia just tsks at him, shaking her head.

“We can do this the easy way or the hard way. You can either fess up and tell me, or I can spank the information out of you. Maybe you don’t recall how agreeable and obedient a smarting bottom makes you, but I am well-aware of how effective it has been.”

Zion steels his gaze, refusing to back down. He didn’t expect an interrogation. He just thought she’d put the binky back in his mouth and leave him again in his zombie state.

Mia’s eyes narrow further. “Very well, have it your way.”

She shifts to the side of the dining chair and pulls Zion over her lap. She hums a tune, almost nonchalantly, as she reignites the fire in her defiant son’s bottom. Each smack is precise and deliberate, increasing in intensity.

Zion feels like he’s being tortured. At first, he tells himself he can stick it out. But as the smacks grow sharper and more painful, he realizes he is no trained CIA agent. He won’t outlast his mother. The pain becomes unbearable.

“Okay, I’m sorry! Please stop!” he cries out, his voice breaking with desperation.

Mia pauses, her hand mid-air. “How did you get your binky out of your mouth?” she asks again, her voice firm.

“I sneezed,” he admits, hoping she will just accept that and leave it there.

But Mia’s eyes narrow in suspicion. The scheme seemed too elaborate, and she is certain he is trying to hide something. “And how did you make yourself sneeze?” she quickly asks.

Zion falters. “I–I didn’t.”

Mia responds with a quick succession of sharp spanks, accentuating each word. “Mommy does not like lies and half-truths.”

Zion’s resolve crumbles. “How did you know you were going to sneeze?” she demands.

Zion holds out for only a moment before crying out, “I put some pretzel crumbs up my nose!”

Mia tsks at him, shaking her head in disapproval. “That was very dangerous, Zion. You could have hurt yourself.”

She flips him back over and sits him on her lap, ignoring his sore bottom. She wipes his nose and face with a tissue, peering into his nostrils. Sure enough, she sees a few loose pieces of pretzel still lodged in his nose.

“Hold still,” she says, her tone softening just a bit as she sees the discomfort on his face.

Mia feels a wave of frustration that Zion was so reckless, but she is determined to handle it. Before moving into a more health administrative role to work from home, she used to be a nurse in a pediatric clinic. This isn’t her first time picking food out of a toddler’s nose.

She retrieves the binky from the living room floor and carries Zion upstairs, his small body cradled in her arms. She heads to the nursery and straps him down on the changing table.

“Stay still, baby,” she murmurs, retrieving a small flashlight and a pair of tweezers from a nearby drawer. She’s always kept a well-stocked first aid kit, a habit from her nursing days.

Mia gently tilts Zion's head back, using the flashlight to illuminate his nostrils. “This won’t hurt,” she assures him, her voice soothing. With steady hands, she carefully inserts the tweezers into his nose, delicately grasping the piece of pretzel lodged there. Zion winces but stays still, feeling a mix of discomfort and relief as she expertly removes the tiny fragment.

When Mia pulls the piece of pretzel from Zion's nose, he feels a brief moment of relief, glad that the uncomfortable extraction is over. But his relief quickly turns to confusion and dread when his mother doesn't immediately release him from the restraints on the changing table. Instead, she rummages through the medical supplies, her expression serious.

"This part will be unpleasant," she warns, holding up a nasal bulb and a bottle of saline solution. "But I do believe in natural consequences."

Zion's eyes widen in fear as she pours the saline solution into the bulb. "Mom, no, please," he pleads, but Mia is resolute.

She tilts his head back, her grip firm, and squeezes the bulb, sending a stream of saline into his nose. The sensation is overwhelming, like he's being waterboarded. He fights against the restraints, trying desperately to shake his face out of her grip, but the water just keeps coming. He gags and sputters, feeling like he's drowning.

After a moment, Mia allows him to blow the solution out of his nasal cavity. He makes a mess, coughing and sputtering, tears streaming down his face. The saline burns, making his eyes water even more. He thinks it’s over, but his mother fills the bulb again, her expression unwavering.

"Let’s make sure we flush everything out," she says, forcing more saline into his nose. Zion's protests are drowned out by the steady stream of liquid. His body convulses with the effort to expel the solution, but Mia holds him firmly, ensuring the process continues.

As he coughs and chokes, Mia lectures him. "Once I get you all cleaned up, you can relax with your binky and forget about all the bad choices you’ve made up until this point. You’re looking at this the wrong way, Zion."

She lets him blow his nose again, the sound wet and miserable. She prepares the bulb for a third round. "It’s not that your old life is being taken away," she continues, her voice calm and measured. "You’re being given a new life, one that is just beginning with so much more to look forward to."

Zion feels like he’s underwater, his mother’s voice distant and muffled. His thoughts are a jumbled mess of fear and discomfort. He knows for certain now that he could never be a CIA agent because he would say anything and do anything to make this torture stop.

Finally, after what feels like an eternity, Mia lets him up. Zion is so relieved, coughing and blowing bubbles out of his nose. He feels utterly defeated, his small body trembling from the ordeal. Mia wipes his face gently, her expression softening just a bit.

“There we go, all clean,” she says softly. “You see, Zion, this is about making you better, helping you start fresh.”

Zion looks at her with tear-filled eyes, his defiance momentarily crushed. He doesn’t have the strength to argue or resist. He just wants the pain and discomfort to end.

Mia wipes Zion's tear-streaked face once more, her touch gentle but firm. “I think a quick shower will be good for you,” she says, lifting him from the changing table and carrying him to the bathroom.

Zion looks in the mirror at his two-year-old body, his heart sinking. He can't believe this is now his existence. He thinks about how people serve short prison sentences for petty crimes, but he will serve sixteen more years of childhood. The unfairness of it all gnaws at him, but he doesn’t dare voice his feelings, especially not with his smarting bottom still visible and red in the mirror.

Mia makes quick work of hosing him off in the shower. The warm water cascades over him, and he shivers, more from the overwhelming situation than the temperature. He cooperates, letting her wash him, too drained to resist. Mia is thrilled by his compliance, her movements brisk but caring.

Meanwhile, Zion feels like he’s on death row. His mother’s determination seems unstoppable, and a sense of despair settles over him. As she dresses him in the nursery, he notices the binky in her hand. A flicker of courage ignites within him—one last act of defiance.

Mia sees the fire of defiance burning brightly in his eyes once more. She dismisses it with a wave of her hand, her expression calm and confident. “Speak now or forever hold your peace,” she says, almost amused.

Zion takes a deep breath, his small fists clenched at his sides. “I’m going to win in the end,” he declares, his voice filled with a mixture of anger and determination. “I’m going to grow up and be the same exact person, and you can’t change who I am.”

Mia laughs, a genuine, hearty laugh that takes Zion by surprise. Once she recovers, she looks down at him, her eyes sparkling with amusement and certainty. “I’m not worried about that at all,” she replies. “The current version of you is a product of my permissive parenting and poor role models. The son I will have in fifteen years will be prepping for college instead of wasting his weekends getting high.”

She leans in closer, her voice gentle but firm. “I will put you in so many extracurricular activities that you won’t have the time or energy for girls or drugs or whatever other distractions you were so focused on.”

Mia laughs again, a soft, confident laugh that sends a shiver down Zion’s spine. “I will win in the end,” she says, her smile warm but resolute.

When she puts the binky in front of his mouth, Zion looks around one last time, searching for any sign of hope. The nursery feels like a prison, and yet, as he sighs and accepts the binky from her, he feels a strange sense of resignation. He sucks on it, feeling himself zoning out.

The atmosphere of the nursery changes. The colors seem brighter, and the toys appear friendlier. His mother’s aura feels more inviting. The fight drains out of him, replaced by a hazy sense of contentment.

Mia pulls her little boy in for a hug, her arms wrapping around him protectively. Zion, now feeling more like a carefree toddler, hugs her back, the warmth of her embrace soothing his frayed nerves. She pulls some trucks down from a shelf and sets them in front of him.

“There you go, sweetie,” she murmurs, watching as he begins to play with the trucks. Zion’s movements are slow and deliberate, his mind drifting in a peaceful haze. The worries and defiance melt away, leaving only the simple joy of playing with his toys.

Mia watches him with a satisfied smile, her heart filled with love and determination. She knows there will be more challenges ahead, but for now, she’s content to see her son happy and relaxed. She’s won this battle, and she’s ready to fight the next one, confident in her ability to guide Zion toward a better future.

***

Throughout the next few days, Zion finds himself waking up during meals, his teen consciousness flickering to life. Each time, he tries to piece together his fragmented thoughts, the fog lifting just enough for him to remember snippets of his old life.

One morning, he opens his eyes to find Mia spoon-feeding him oatmeal. The sweet, warm cereal fills his mouth, but the taste feels oddly distant, like a dream. His mind struggles to push through the haze, trying to grasp at the memories that seem to slip through his fingers like sand. He remembers friends, school, the thrill of sneaking out at night—but the details are fuzzy, elusive.

“Mommy…” he starts, his voice a mere whisper, his thoughts not fully formed. “I… I need to…”

Before he can continue, Mia is there with the binky, gently pressing it to his lips. “Shh, sweetie. Just relax,” she soothes, her voice soft and calming. Zion feels the binky slip into his mouth, and as he begins to suck, the clarity fades. The fragmented memories dissolve, replaced by the comforting rhythm of the pacifier.

Mia watches him closely, her heart aching with a mix of determination and sadness. She hates seeing the struggle in his eyes, but she knows it’s necessary. “There we go, all better now,” she murmurs, wiping a bit of oatmeal from his chin. She stops feeding him for now and cleans him up, her touch gentle but firm, reinforcing the new reality she’s creating.

The days blend together for Zion. He spends his time in the nursery, surrounded by colorful toys and soothing sounds. Mia is always nearby, ready to step in if he shows any signs of waking up. Each time he begins to stir, she’s there with the binky, guiding him back into the comforting haze.

In his moments of clarity, Zion feels a sense of frustration and helplessness. He tries to hold onto his thoughts, to remember who he is, but the binky’s soothing presence always pulls him back. He feels trapped, unable to break free from the cycle Mia has created.

As the days pass, his moments of resistance grow weaker. The fog becomes more persistent, and the lines between his old life and his new one blur. He starts to accept the simple joys of playing with toys, of being cared for and loved. The struggle within him lessens, replaced by a growing sense of contentment.

Mia sees the change, the way he gradually stops fighting. She knows there will still be moments of defiance, but she feels a growing sense of hope. She’s breaking through, one step at a time. She’s giving him the fresh start he needs, even if he doesn’t realize it yet.

With each passing day, Zion’s resistance weakens, and the comforting haze of his new life becomes more pervasive. Mia’s vigilance never wavers, and her determination strengthens as she watches her son slowly but surely accept the new reality she’s creating for him.

***

A few days later, Zion is playing with some toys on the nursery floor. The room is filled with the soft hum of a lullaby playing from a nearby speaker, and the sunlight filters through the curtains, casting a warm, golden glow over everything. Zion is engrossed in his game, carefully stacking blocks and pushing toy cars around in intricate patterns. The binky bobs rhythmically in his mouth, providing a comforting, steady rhythm.

Suddenly, he trips over a block and falls to the floor. The impact jolts the binky out of his mouth, sending it skittering across the floor. Zion blinks, confusion clouding his eyes for a moment. He sits up, rubbing his eyes as the fog begins to lift. The familiar nursery surroundings look strange, almost surreal.

For a brief moment, his teen consciousness breaks through the haze. He looks around the room, trying to make sense of his surroundings. Memories of his old life flash through his mind—friends, school, freedom. He feels a pang of desperation, the need to reclaim his identity surging within him.

He looks down at his small hands, the tiny fingers that don’t seem to belong to him. He touches his face, feeling the smooth, childlike skin. Panic begins to set in, the reality of his situation crashing down on him. He’s a teenager trapped in a toddler’s body, and the enormity of it all feels suffocating.

Without thinking, Zion reaches for the binky on the floor. He picks it up, holding it in his hand for a moment. The smooth plastic feels familiar, comforting. He stares at it, his mind a whirlwind of conflicting emotions. A part of him wants to throw it away, to resist the haze that has taken over his mind. His hand trembles, and he feels a surge of anger and desperation.

“No,” he whispers to himself, his voice shaky. “I can’t let this happen.”

But another part of him, the part that craves the simplicity and safety of his new existence, compels him to put it back in his mouth. The internal struggle is intense, his fingers gripping the pacifier tightly. His breathing becomes ragged as he fights the urge, his eyes darting around the room in search of an escape from his predicament.

The desire for the soothing comfort of the binky grows stronger, overwhelming his resistance. The memories of stress and chaos from his old life clash with the newfound peace and simplicity. The comfort and safety the binky represents become irresistible. He closes his eyes, tears of frustration and resignation slipping down his cheeks.

Finally, with a deep, shuddering breath, Zion gives in. He brings the binky to his mouth, his hand trembling. The moment the pacifier touches his lips, he feels a wave of relief. As he starts sucking on the binky, the clarity begins to fade. The room’s strange, surreal quality dissolves, replaced by the comforting, warm glow of the nursery. The panic subsides, giving way to a sense of calm and contentment.

The toys around him seem inviting again, their bright colors and simple shapes drawing him back into the game. The struggle and defiance that had surged within him melt away, leaving only the simple joy of play. The binky’s soothing presence fills his mind, erasing the lingering doubts and fears. Zion resumes playing, his movements becoming more fluid and carefree, his mind drifting back into the comfortable haze Mia has created for him.

Mia watches from the doorway, her heart swelling with a mix of emotions. She sees the brief flicker of resistance in his eyes, the momentary struggle. But as he puts the binky back in his mouth and resumes playing, she knows she’s winning. Each time he chooses the binky, he’s choosing the new life she’s creating for him.

She steps into the room, her presence calm and reassuring. “Good boy, Zalool,” she murmurs, watching him with a tender smile. Zion looks up at her, his eyes filled with innocent trust. He smiles around the binky, a genuine, childlike smile that melts her heart.

Mia kneels beside him, helping him stack the blocks higher. She watches as his eyes light up with excitement, the game captivating him completely. She knows there will still be moments of defiance, but for now, she’s content to see her little boy happy and at peace.

As the afternoon sunlight bathes the nursery in a golden glow, Zion’s world is reduced to the simple joys of play. The fog has settled firmly in his mind, and the struggle within him has all but disappeared. He is content, his world safe and secure, filled with the love and care of his mommy.

***

Mia sits in the rocking chair, gently rocking her sleeping little boy. The nursery is quiet, the only sound the soft creaking of the chair and the rhythmic sucking of Zion’s pacifier. The room is bathed in the warm, golden glow of the late afternoon sun, creating a serene and peaceful atmosphere.

Zion, now fully immersed in his new identity as Zalool, sleeps soundly in her arms. His small body is relaxed, his face peaceful and content. The pacifier bobs gently in his mouth, a soothing presence that keeps him in his tranquil state.

Mia watches him with a mixture of love and determination. She pulls up a YouTube video on her phone, the screen lighting up with vibrant images of happy children and top-tier schools. The spokesperson enthusiastically details the programs and opportunities available, promising parents the best chance for their children’s success.

Spread out on the table beside her is a stack of legal paperwork. Mia carefully reviews the documents, her pen poised to sign. The paperwork will declare her older son Zion missing and presumed deceased, and register her new son Zalool for school. Her heart aches with a bittersweet mix of emotions, but she knows this is the best path forward.

The spokesperson on the video concludes, “These are the schools to give your child the best chance for success.”

Mia looks down at Zalool, his sleeping face a picture of innocence and serenity. She gently brushes a strand of hair from his forehead, her touch tender and loving. “Isn’t that right, Zalool?” she whispers. “This time, you’re only going to have the best in life, and I just know you’ll turn out so much better.”

She presses a kiss to his forehead, feeling the warmth of his skin against her lips. Her heart swells with love and determination. She’s ready to give him the fresh start he needs, to guide him towards a brighter future. The struggles and defiance of the past are behind them, and a new chapter is beginning.

Mia rocks Zalool gently, her mind filled with visions of the future. She imagines him thriving in school, making new friends, exploring new interests. She sees him growing up happy, healthy, and successful, free from the shadows of his past.

As she rocks him, she hums a soft lullaby, the melody blending with the quiet creaking of the chair. The room is filled with a sense of peace and contentment, a sanctuary from the outside world. Zalool stirs slightly in his sleep, his small hand clutching at her shirt. She holds him close, her heart filled with a fierce, protective love.

Mia glances at the legal paperwork again, her resolve solidifying. She signs the documents with a steady hand, each stroke of the pen a step towards their new life. She knows there will be challenges ahead, but she’s ready to face them. With Zalool by her side, she believes they can overcome anything.

The video ends, and the room falls into a tranquil silence. Mia continues to rock her little boy, her thoughts filled with hope and determination. She knows she’s made the right choice, and she’s ready to see it through.

As the sun sets, casting a warm, golden glow over the nursery, Mia feels a deep sense of peace. She looks down at Zalool, his face serene and content, and she knows they are on the right path. She whispers softly, “I will win in the end, my sweet boy. Together, we will create a beautiful life.”

With a final, gentle rock, she closes her eyes, imagining the wonderful future that lies ahead for Zalool. The nursery is a sanctuary of love and hope, a place where new beginnings are nurtured and dreams are born. Mia holds her little boy close, ready to face whatever challenges come their way, confident in the strength of their bond and the love that guides them.

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A/N: Zalool is a Hebrew name meaning “Obedient or Submissive”